Heavenly Father, I praise Your Name and the Name of Jesus. I know you want the best for me and I know accountability is a tool towards the best and I am resistant. I keep thinking I will change and come to You soon when I am a better version of me. Lord, I know you are ever present and want to be WITH me as I grow and change.
Father give me the courage to ask for help to be accountable. I want to be a better steward of my resources, my time, my gifts. I am often wasteful as I watch TV or spend money on unnecessary wants. Lord bring me a fellow believer who will help me be a better father and grandfather. I like to work and often don’t reach out to my family as I should.
Lord the list is long and I know it is not about the accountability list but about my fear of being judged so I go alone. Lord break that cycle. I want to go WITH You and WITH one or two men of God. Lord give me the courage to not go alone. To reach out for help. To declare my dreams with another and to go forward towards the me you made me to be.
AMEN.